During my time abroad, I have learned more and in new ways about the world, studying, socializing, and myself than I could have even comprehended prior to my stay in Japan. Here I will attempt to briefly summarize the vast wealth of knowledge and insight I have gained over the past year, but in all honesty I do not think there are enough pieces of paper in the world to contain it all.
I will begin with Japan itself. Aside from a bit of history knowledge, sushi, and ninjas, I had very little exposure to Japanese culture before coming to Japan. One of the reasons I picked Japan is because of how different its upbringing is to America’s. I expected myself to be culturally shocked upon arrival, but could not truly anticipate how challenging culture and language barriers are.
English and Japanese share no language roots, therefore I had no basis for understanding the language upon arrival. As I studied the language, new challenges set in as I started to understand local culture through the language. While English has many temporal tenses, Japanese has only past and non-past. Rather, their infinite verb conjugations reflect social hierarchy. It enforces a distinction based on age and status that is inescapable. Over time the oppressive expectation that you must fulfill your societal role in Japan became harder and harder to swallow. As a foreigner, it felt especially tangible. No matter how well I tried to fit my role I still would never fit in. Honestly, I never truly came to terms with the language and culture clash.
However, this collective mentality also facilitates an air of kindness and willingness to self-sacrifice for the good of others the likes of which does not exist in America. Everyone is expected to treat those in need with extreme hospitality. It is expected, therefore many Japanese people comply. Before coming to Japan I was a vegetarian. When eating out with friends, I would request a place that had even a single vegetarian option. Unfortunately Sendai does not facilitate eating meatless. My Japanese friends would spend unreasonable amounts of time and effort attempting to find me a vegetarian dish. Where an American would have claimed it too difficult, my Japanese friends wanted nothing more than to help me through to completion. I gave up being a vegetarian before they gave up attempting to find me meatless cuisine. (Even today, though I have not been a vegetarian for months, they are still trying to help me find that vegetarian dish.) I want nothing more than to be able to bring this level of self-sacrifice back with me to America.
Next, I will address my extracurricular life. While I had many grand goals before going abroad such as becoming fluent in Japanese or writing a thesis-style paper based off of my lab work, my most realistic goal was just to survive and thrive. Unfortunately in terms of thriving, I have some remorse. My biggest regret while being in Japan was that I did not stay committed to a particular club or circle while here. I participated in many one-time events, attended some language exchange club meetings, and some badminton club meetings. Personal interaction with Japanese students is difficult, and it is through these clubs that you get to know locals. While I did make one very good Japanese friend while here, I made a bad habit of staying in my “English bubble” for a majority of my time here. Had I interacted with the local community more through clubs and organizations, I would have better language skills and understanding of local culture.
However, within my “English bubble” I made lifelong international friends. I find it somewhat ironic that while studying abroad in Japan, I was able to learn about countries such as Germany, Sweden, Spain, France, Venezuela, Indonesia, Taiwan, and more. In addition to my Japanese studies, I began to study German. Study of the German language coupled with advice from some of my dearest friends here have inspired me to pursue a Master’s degree abroad in Germany. I know that I will thrive pursuing a Master’s degree in Munich (I hope to attend the Technical University of Munich) because I have learned from the mistakes I made while trying to survive in Sendai. Had I not come to Japan, I would not have such optimistic and worldly plans for my Master’s education.
Next, my student life. At Tohoku University I spend one half of my time in classes and the other half in a laboratory. While there were some bumps in the road adjusting to a new system of learning, overall I am extremely appreciative of the myriad of hands-on learning experiences I had, especially in my laboratory. I was given “free reign” in my lab to use all of the equipment that I could not dream of touching in America. In my lab I learned Matlab programming. I learned to solder. I was able to use their anechoic room and run experiments unsupervised (after proper equipment-use training). I gained skills in Japan that I could not have gained in America, and at a faster pace because the pedagogic methods were so interactive.
Unfortunately I found my science classes to be much less engaging. At the University of California-San Diego, our classes meet three to four times a week, have weekly programming assignments, and at least two rigorous tests per quarter (often much more). If the teacher has to miss a class, they bring in a substitute. Our education is taken extremely seriously and much is expected of us. In our special international student classes, they do not hold us to very high standards. Classes only meet once a week, and are often cancelled. Homework assignments only occur twice or three times a semester. Sometimes there are no exams. I feel that without these pedagogic tools I was not able to learn as well in the classroom as I would have if I were in San Diego. My time in Japan made me extremely appreciative of the quality education I receive at UCSD. However, the extra free-time I had because my classes were so easy did allow me to explore Sendai, Japan, and other countries.
Lastly, I will address what I have cherished most while in Japan: my travels. I visited Osaka, Kyoto, Tokyo, Indonesia, the Philippines, Taiwan, Hong Kong, and Vietnam, in addition to making many trips locally. I made a point to study a bit of the history, language, and culture of every place I went to. During my travels I underwent a bit of a transformation. I was extremely scared while first travelling: I tended to distrust everyone and kept to myself while entering a new situation. While travelling alone I met many locals and other travels who helped me realize something I always knew but never quite understood: Everyone, like me, is just human.
My time in Japan has motivated me to extend Japanese-style, self-sacrificial kindness to those with whom I empathize. My travels through South East Asia taught me empathy towards all humans - family, friends, acquaintances, and strangers. While my motivations for coming to Japan were focused on the advancement of my computer science education, in the end everything I do is by and for the people of this earth. What my time abroad has taught me is that I need to do right by every single one of them.